Me like an arrow
Please only draw me back if you
Plan to send me
Today I feel my past like an unbearable weight, I feel that it interferes with my present life, that it must be the cause for this withdrawal, my closing the doors. Until now, I had the feeling of beginning anew, with all the hopes and freshness and freedom which erases the past mysteries and restrictions. What has happened? And what sorrow, and coldness. I feel as If I carried inscribed over me: my past killed me.
Now I have nobody, nobody but fear. Clinging to one another, we shoot through the nights.
Anyone else go through those periods where you realize you haven’t been reading enough so suddenly you binge read at a rate of at least 1.5 books a day and can’t stop and will stay up til 4 am just to finish a book